kyobunny

why can i never find time to just sit with my notebook? i'm fucking unemployed. i'm not even expecting anything, really. just hoping to maybe get something started. an idea. whatever. i'm the most unmotivated person i know.

i'm writing again. i was getting really frustrated before...all of my writing was so depressing, to the point that when tried to switch it up, there was an overcompensation issue. i'd say that my attitude has changed a fair amount. so i guess we'll see where this goes. and i think i'll be posting them as images as well, when i have the opportunity. it's been a while and i'm a little intimidated. but i realize that the thing that most intimidates me is who i used to be. so maybe i can use that. here's hoping!

typically my problem is that i don't feel inspired. well, this time i am, but i don't have the time/motivation to do it. =/ fuck my life.